pls dont make it reality..

well.. there're lotsa thgs happen between both of u i know.. bt u didnt tell me much about u.. is it u worry tat it'll affect me?? i can tell u tat, it does affected me.. is it really the way u wish?? i really worry about both of u.. i know tat's many thgs tat u gotta overcome n face.. bt, pls.. do protect her heart pls.. she alrd fed up with the way i did on her.. do u ever know this?? till when only u realize?? she's alrd hurt, hurt badly bcoz of wat u did.. aren't u love her?? why dont just be tolerate n considerate?? care how she feel.. from wat i know, she did care u last time, why this time cant u take initiative to give her a call?? or sms care about her?? i really dont understand.. well, tat day u did call her, bt she didnt pick up ur call, it is bcoz she feel disappointed towards u.. dont know wat shld talk with u anymore.. everytime also end up with quarrel.. she feel very tired n fed up to hold this relationship with u.. this is wat i dont wish to see.. is it really no more way to overcome this?? or.. may be this is the best ending for both of u.. so tat.. both of u can release the heavy load, wont feel suffer anymore.. no matter wat happenn how will be the ending, to the one i care the most, pls be strong.. me n ur frens will always be there for u.. +u..

I get a part time job!! ^^

hahax.. finally, i gt a part time job.. ^^ it's mummy's fren introduce one. Soon, i'll be a tuition teacher.. ^^
bt, beside happy, i feel worry also.. worry tat i cant handle this well.. it's so much pressure to be a good n responsible tuition teacher.. smmore my students are nt primary school bt secomdary school.. although they're just F1 n F2.. bt.. i've alrd return my knowledge to my teachers.. hehe..
sorry to say tat.. scary... T^T i'm taking over 2 subject which are also the main subject.. BM n BI.. OMG.. hmm.. hopefully i can tackle this well.. good luck for me... may God bless me... ah men.. TT
i just work for 2 days in a week.. nt bad. ^^ now wat to do is, i gotta go popular to find sm revision book, exercise books n some reference books.. i'll try my best to give my students wat i knew.. yea!! let's work together!!
n also now i alrd start thinking wat should i wear only look like a teacher.. hehe.. kinda wu liao.. =p
Miss Chao, ganbatte!! ^^
all my frens whether working or no, let's add oil ba~ ^^

I see YOU.. ^^

hahax.. finally i'm back.. alrd loooong times never update my blog.. lazy actually.. XD hmm.. SPM over alrd.. now, started my life without school n friends.. T^T miss the days muchie nie.. i'm now at Ipoh, coz my home is here. A few days after the gathering with my old primary schoolmate, then i leave KL. Gdbye KL... At the beginning, i wish to go find a part time job. Then my sis told me tat Station1 Cafe there just open, may be engage for ppl. I plan to interview to become a bar tender there, bt at the end, my plan is spoilt. Nt all because of my mum, is uncle. He said dangerous for a gal to work there. ==" haiz.. then after tat, i keep go shopping with mum by the end of year 2009. hehe.. tat's how i spent my holidays.. Hmm.. at the last day of year 2009, MR'ss have plan to go for count down at the beginning, we keep discuss for this during our exam is going on.. quite look forward for this. Before tat day, i go back KL, although the plan gotta cancel, coz just left few ppl.. hehe.. then quite pity sia lor, just celebrate at home with my grandma tat side de family lor.. bt feel happy, coz gt lotsa frens send those greeting's msg for me. And i wish to thx Shinloong here, coz he called me when 12 o'clock. Kinda happy, thx a lot ya fren!! ^^ Step in year 2010, not much different lor.. i went out with my sis. We went Jusco for movie. and i damn crazy, watch AVATAR again, coz it just nice. A movie tat u cant MISSED!! ^^ then after movie, we went home and my sis went back UPM. On the next day, i gotta go back Ipoh by KTM. This is actually my second time. The time is 10.04pm, tat day, my uncle fetch me go KTM station. but we leave home very late, then he keep rush there lor, who know the traffic light nt cooperate at all, keep turns red. 'gek sei' nia.. luckily at the end, 10.00pm we reach. Phew~ luckily the train hvnt reach. Then i walk in the station n wait for the train, so lucky, i saw a leng zai standing there. hahax.. idiot nia. hmm.. Just in a while, the train reach n we going in the coach, so unlucky, we're nt in the same coach. T^T Then, after go in the train, i gotta find my seat. Bt i cant see the number of my seat, so fish lah. Last time, when my first time sit KTM, i remember tat the seat's number is behind the chair, bt this time i keep look around the chair, cant see the number also. Ppl see me standing there for so long, so paiseh, hehe..then i go ask ppl where to see the number. Finally i found.... then start my journey home. After 2 hours n 45 mins, reached Ipoh. Bt i almost missed jor, coz didnt realise, dont know where it reach. Luckily look at the watch, nearly the time reach ipoh then follow ppl go out. hehe.. quite scare. after out, then saw mummy alrd sitting on the branch there waiting me.. hehe.. then we go for supper!! ^^ Emm.. recent life.. start driving practise. Feel quite desperate at the beginning. Bt once i started to drive, scare.. long time didnt touch.. bt tat uncle quite nice.. ^^ he say first time practise is like tat, n praise me smmore, wah.. feel happy sia.. bt the second time practise, i didnt perform well. i think, uncle sure let me gek sei.. hehe.. bt today 3rd time practise, hmm, betta than 2nd time lor.. i'm worry, i cant stable my performance. T^T sometime good sometime bad. i was thinking, may be i'll be a dangerous driver at the future if i gt license.. ngek ngek!! Beware of me o!! XD haiz.. now just wish i can pass the test peacefully.. i heard ppl said tat today almost all ppl who sit for the test FAIL!! OMG!! how terrible, almost all.. they fail coz of the parking tat part, the investigators were STRICT!! they want exactly the distance. sei fo lor.. after heard this, feel scared. Bt, nvm, i gotta go on also, just wish i can perform well, i'll try to do my best. hopefully can pass.. may God bless me... ah men. ^^ hmm.. next story. emm, i'm wondering, is this the way i wish?? this is specially for u. after i wrote this, i'll give up u. Tat day, when i first meet u, we're walking around at shopping mall there. My fren told me tat his fren going to find him today, n is a handsome guy. Tat time i was thinking it's non of my bussiness, then continue shopping. But then, before we go home, we meet and we know each other after my my fren introduce to me. and we're talkative on the way home. On tat day, smthg happen, u told me smthg tat unbelievable, and tat time i think tat wat u said will never be happen, u're just joking. Bt the next day, u told my fren tat u're coming although tat day u off from work late. i was wondering.. then before u leave, u stop the car a while n keep looking in, my fren told me tat u're looking at me. is it?? is it really like wat hr said? after hr told me tat, i feel weird, cant find a word describe my feeling on tat time. He said u keep asking my stuff. And then. the next day, u gt my phone number from my fren. Well, at the beginning, i just treat u as normal fren. bt the way u talk to me n ur attitude, makes me feel good. before i leave KL, we go out together. i really wish to know wat u thinking actually, bt the way u act tat day, u makes me feel confused. when on the way go home, it's raining cats n dogs, at the moment u hold me, i feel tat ur hands are so warm. bt the evil side of my mind told me tat, i'm nt suit to u. u're perfect, looks nice, rich. this is nt wat i'm lookin for, smmore, i just a normal gal, nt pretty n nt perfect. Well, evil won angel. not dare to think so much anymore, although u done smthg tat touching me. sorry for tat. After tat day, before Christmas, i've sent u present, i think, it'll be memorable for me. sorry for wat i've done to u. thx for everythg u did to me, n now, u've found ur happiness. all the best to u.. ^^ now a days.. wow, such a boring life.. i miss school life... miss all my friends.. haiz, dont know when only we gt chance to meet. T^T
so long nia my blog, dont know wat i wrote also.. heehee.. bt, it's very details.. XD i did mention almost every part even little thg. hahax..
tat's all for now. ^^