"bye" to Monthly test!! n "bye" for the result i'm going to get!!

WooHooo!! finally, the monthly test has comes to the end.. well.. i've gt a conclusion here after sitting for all the test!! tat is: i'm totally lost!! == no idea in wat i'm studying now.. it's a sad case for me.. T^T everyday also i've gotta face those subj tat i'm nt interested n force myself to digest it.. gosh!! bt anyway, still i'll try my best to understand n master it.. hahax!! (hope so)
well.. no matter wat i'll gt, the results i means, i've gotta move on.. yea.. good luck for me..
nt really in mood today.. tat's why ppl said hard to understand wat girls thinking.. hehe..

yer.... how i wish tat u never enter my life.. 'sign out' from my life.. u make me sick of u!! go away n never return.. (well, it'll never be, still i've to face u daily..) dislikes u..... T^T u make me slp late always in order to finish u.. huhuhuhu..... it's seems getting harder to understand u.. how m i going to master u huh?? sob sobss..

I WANT GO!!!!!

I-city!!! i want go I-City!!!!! who can show me the way??? ^^
ice-skating ice-skating!!! i want go ice-skating!!!!
Movie movie n movie!!! Rawr!!!!

this is the symptoms of getting "mental problem" afta knowing tat i'm going to finish the first monthly test!!! buahahahahahahahax!!!!!!!!!
woohooo!!! ;D

donut!! suddenly think of u!!! xD

hahax!! while revising, suddenly think of u---> big apple doughnuts!!!! Arrrr!!! the one who still owe me tat r, bila only u mau bring it to me r?? (hopefully he can see this post) xD
OH NO!!!!!!!!!! i shldnt think of it!!! coz there're over 60% of M'sian are abese.. (according to the news from newspaper lah) may be i'm one of them!!! stop it stop it!!! xiu xiu!!! go away n dont keep appear in my mind!!!! i love u, account!!! comes to me!!! i'll never delete u in my pc.. why dont u comes to me???????? T^T (struggling)
erm.. to admire: sorry tat if i said or done smthg tat might hurt u.. so sorry.. live ur life happily~ life is full of hope!! cheers~ ;)

u're actually mentally HARMING me!!!

this post is specially for u!! the one who name "admire".. ==
why so mysterious huh?? cant u just tell who r u?? dont u know tat u're actually mentally harming me?? i start feels terrible afta i knew tat lor.. if u're smone i know, well, it just fine for me.. bt i dont know u also, how u gt to know so many thgs tat about me r?? this makes me feels more scary.. why cant u just reveal?? i'm tired of keep guessing who r u there.. i keep ask ppl, even my ex!! deng!!! "wat shld i do?? help me.." i hate this kind of stuff.. honestly, if u're smone tat i know, it's much more betta.. bt if u arent, i even think tat u're crazy.. sorry for tat!! coz i really have no idea how u know my stuff.. even i gt test n slp late.. i never mention this in blog or facebook lor.. well, pls let me know who r u.. at least ur answer can comfort my heart n mind......

17/7, Sat- Late for tuition! =P

wow!! recently, i can see lotsa blog here n there lor.. why huh?? tat day i fetch Jinghuey back, right afta round about, i kena blog.. tat was my first time kena blog.. i means i'm the driver lah.. xD then r, kinda nervous, i even forget to open the window!! hahax!! then almost all the conversation is done by Jing lor.. heehee.. bt he gt ask lar, ask me whether gt license or nt, then for sure i said gt lah.. bt i really gt it lah!! xD then he didnt ask to show n released us.. may be we're wearing the school uniform looks kinda "pure student".. xD btwn, wearing the uniform is the main reason we gt blog n also it help us to be release by the mata-mata.. xD (yea, at least i think so..hahax)

today, can say it's quite a panic for me.. heehee.. fuyoh!! i'm late for tuition.. the class start at 11.30am.. then r, at the beginning, my uncle suppose to fetch me go, bt at the end he cant afford to wake up from his warmest blanket.. xD (actually he's too tired, ytday morning only he reach home from work lah) then he ask me to drive luu n ask me to fill in fuel coz it's almost "dry up".. xD yea!! so afta i gt ready then i leave home at 11.15am.. ( i know it's kinda late) xD tat's why i rushing!! then r, my cousin ask me to fetch her go for tuition also.. walao!! timeless!!!! heehee.. then i keep n keep ask her FAST FAST FAST!!!! hoho!! then i plan to fill in the fuel afta finish tuition de lor.. coz no time for me to do so, bt still i'm force to fill in first b4 i go for tuition coz it's really came to the end point!! == zadao.. then, no choice.. afta i done tat, opps!! 11.30am dah.. deng!!!! then i keep step on the oil, who know traffic jam.. == Gosh!! really late.. heehee.. at the beginning, actually i manage to reach b4 12pm de lor.. who knows? i "fly" the wrong way, OMG!! i'm on the bridge now!!! DENG!!!! road blind really road blind... hahax!! then on the way, i drive 100km/j neh.. wah.. first time drive so fast.. kinda terrible.. xD well, finally, afta i sent my cousin there i reached PTC at 12.10pm.. hahax.. then parking didnt pay $$ then rush up liao.. hahax.. then when i entered the class the teacher was shocked n really "gek sei" him lor.. hahax.. coz he's alrd half way in doing Jurnal Am.. xD sorry for tat sir!! then he ask frens beside me to help me.. whole class waiting for me, heehee, sorry my classmates!! ^^" paiseh nia.. xixi~ then go on with the lesson.. xD at the same time worry for saman also.. xD

2pm, class dismissed.. luckily, no saman!! xD then go home luu.. xD on the way home, still i go the wrong way.. i'm nt suppose to pass by the KFC n Pizza Hut there de lor.. coz more far.. == then i pass by last time i drop Lychee home there oo.. hahax!! then afta tat i met mata.. he ask me to stop the car n look inside then release ler.. didnt talk also bt still he smile to me.. lol..

around 2.30pm, reached home n the end!! xD

Light bulb

cute situation!! hahax!! me n Yenli no transport to go for tuition!!! xD bt luckily she still gt smone can fetch lah, ask me to tumpang smmore!! xD bt i paiseh nia.. heehee.. i found tat!!! i alrd used to be a LIGHT BULB!!! hahax!! thx Yenli for allowing me to be the light bulb who kakacaucau!! buahahax!!!!! ;D

suffer like hell!! T~T

huhuhu~ i'm now suffering like drop into hell man.. having sore throat!! U.U i'm worry.. worry tat i'm going to lost my voice.. it seems serious.. doctor!! help me!!!! T.T

YuuHuu!! NS!! here i come!!!

呼~~~终于，它还是来了。。本以为可以侥幸逃过的。。哪里知道今天突然“叮咚叮咚~”，请签收。。== wooo... 大信封捏！！ 打开一看，里面原来‘藏有’一大堆的信咯。。（还蛮浪费资源的咯）
my camp located at Sarawak, Puncak Permai of Bau if nt mistaken.. heehee.. actually, i didnt means to update my blog one lor, coz dont know how looooong i didnt update my blog.. just one of my best fren ask me about tat, then, i'm here!! hahax!! shld thx him!! =)
bt, plan to leave early by the letter of school, because i alrd registered to take April's intake.. bcoz of tat NS.. make me in trouble.. i cant teach my tuition class full time, cant do this cant do tat.. all hang up bcoz of TAT NATIONAL SERVICE!!!!! == smmore is 2nd batch.. if first batch then much more betta.. haiz.. unlucky..
i alrd start worry about tat, feel panic, coz 2 more days to go only.. OMG!! how rush for me to pack up my thgs (quite lotsa private thgs to pack tat's y need more time) xixi~ ^^"
get ready to go luu~~~ gdbye to all my beloved friends!! see ya after i come out from NS..(sounds like going in lokap ==") hahahax!!
for those who going NS，best luck oo!! n take care much much!!
for those who r nt going, also take care n all the best!!
Bue!!! gonna miss u guys neh!! T^T
山水有相逢。。（应该没写错吧...）呵呵呵~ 各位，就此拜别咯！！ ^^
Tataz~~

pls dont make it reality..

well.. there're lotsa thgs happen between both of u i know.. bt u didnt tell me much about u.. is it u worry tat it'll affect me?? i can tell u tat, it does affected me.. is it really the way u wish?? i really worry about both of u.. i know tat's many thgs tat u gotta overcome n face.. bt, pls.. do protect her heart pls.. she alrd fed up with the way i did on her.. do u ever know this?? till when only u realize?? she's alrd hurt, hurt badly bcoz of wat u did.. aren't u love her?? why dont just be tolerate n considerate?? care how she feel.. from wat i know, she did care u last time, why this time cant u take initiative to give her a call?? or sms care about her?? i really dont understand.. well, tat day u did call her, bt she didnt pick up ur call, it is bcoz she feel disappointed towards u.. dont know wat shld talk with u anymore.. everytime also end up with quarrel.. she feel very tired n fed up to hold this relationship with u.. this is wat i dont wish to see.. is it really no more way to overcome this?? or.. may be this is the best ending for both of u.. so tat.. both of u can release the heavy load, wont feel suffer anymore.. no matter wat happenn how will be the ending, to the one i care the most, pls be strong.. me n ur frens will always be there for u.. +u..

I get a part time job!! ^^

hahax.. finally, i gt a part time job.. ^^ it's mummy's fren introduce one. Soon, i'll be a tuition teacher.. ^^
bt, beside happy, i feel worry also.. worry tat i cant handle this well.. it's so much pressure to be a good n responsible tuition teacher.. smmore my students are nt primary school bt secomdary school.. although they're just F1 n F2.. bt.. i've alrd return my knowledge to my teachers.. hehe..
sorry to say tat.. scary... T^T i'm taking over 2 subject which are also the main subject.. BM n BI.. OMG.. hmm.. hopefully i can tackle this well.. good luck for me... may God bless me... ah men.. TT
i just work for 2 days in a week.. nt bad. ^^ now wat to do is, i gotta go popular to find sm revision book, exercise books n some reference books.. i'll try my best to give my students wat i knew.. yea!! let's work together!!
n also now i alrd start thinking wat should i wear only look like a teacher.. hehe.. kinda wu liao.. =p
Miss Chao, ganbatte!! ^^
all my frens whether working or no, let's add oil ba~ ^^

I see YOU.. ^^

hahax.. finally i'm back.. alrd loooong times never update my blog.. lazy actually.. XD hmm.. SPM over alrd.. now, started my life without school n friends.. T^T miss the days muchie nie.. i'm now at Ipoh, coz my home is here. A few days after the gathering with my old primary schoolmate, then i leave KL. Gdbye KL... At the beginning, i wish to go find a part time job. Then my sis told me tat Station1 Cafe there just open, may be engage for ppl. I plan to interview to become a bar tender there, bt at the end, my plan is spoilt. Nt all because of my mum, is uncle. He said dangerous for a gal to work there. ==" haiz.. then after tat, i keep go shopping with mum by the end of year 2009. hehe.. tat's how i spent my holidays.. Hmm.. at the last day of year 2009, MR'ss have plan to go for count down at the beginning, we keep discuss for this during our exam is going on.. quite look forward for this. Before tat day, i go back KL, although the plan gotta cancel, coz just left few ppl.. hehe.. then quite pity sia lor, just celebrate at home with my grandma tat side de family lor.. bt feel happy, coz gt lotsa frens send those greeting's msg for me. And i wish to thx Shinloong here, coz he called me when 12 o'clock. Kinda happy, thx a lot ya fren!! ^^ Step in year 2010, not much different lor.. i went out with my sis. We went Jusco for movie. and i damn crazy, watch AVATAR again, coz it just nice. A movie tat u cant MISSED!! ^^ then after movie, we went home and my sis went back UPM. On the next day, i gotta go back Ipoh by KTM. This is actually my second time. The time is 10.04pm, tat day, my uncle fetch me go KTM station. but we leave home very late, then he keep rush there lor, who know the traffic light nt cooperate at all, keep turns red. 'gek sei' nia.. luckily at the end, 10.00pm we reach. Phew~ luckily the train hvnt reach. Then i walk in the station n wait for the train, so lucky, i saw a leng zai standing there. hahax.. idiot nia. hmm.. Just in a while, the train reach n we going in the coach, so unlucky, we're nt in the same coach. T^T Then, after go in the train, i gotta find my seat. Bt i cant see the number of my seat, so fish lah. Last time, when my first time sit KTM, i remember tat the seat's number is behind the chair, bt this time i keep look around the chair, cant see the number also. Ppl see me standing there for so long, so paiseh, hehe..then i go ask ppl where to see the number. Finally i found.... then start my journey home. After 2 hours n 45 mins, reached Ipoh. Bt i almost missed jor, coz didnt realise, dont know where it reach. Luckily look at the watch, nearly the time reach ipoh then follow ppl go out. hehe.. quite scare. after out, then saw mummy alrd sitting on the branch there waiting me.. hehe.. then we go for supper!! ^^ Emm.. recent life.. start driving practise. Feel quite desperate at the beginning. Bt once i started to drive, scare.. long time didnt touch.. bt tat uncle quite nice.. ^^ he say first time practise is like tat, n praise me smmore, wah.. feel happy sia.. bt the second time practise, i didnt perform well. i think, uncle sure let me gek sei.. hehe.. bt today 3rd time practise, hmm, betta than 2nd time lor.. i'm worry, i cant stable my performance. T^T sometime good sometime bad. i was thinking, may be i'll be a dangerous driver at the future if i gt license.. ngek ngek!! Beware of me o!! XD haiz.. now just wish i can pass the test peacefully.. i heard ppl said tat today almost all ppl who sit for the test FAIL!! OMG!! how terrible, almost all.. they fail coz of the parking tat part, the investigators were STRICT!! they want exactly the distance. sei fo lor.. after heard this, feel scared. Bt, nvm, i gotta go on also, just wish i can perform well, i'll try to do my best. hopefully can pass.. may God bless me... ah men. ^^ hmm.. next story. emm, i'm wondering, is this the way i wish?? this is specially for u. after i wrote this, i'll give up u. Tat day, when i first meet u, we're walking around at shopping mall there. My fren told me tat his fren going to find him today, n is a handsome guy. Tat time i was thinking it's non of my bussiness, then continue shopping. But then, before we go home, we meet and we know each other after my my fren introduce to me. and we're talkative on the way home. On tat day, smthg happen, u told me smthg tat unbelievable, and tat time i think tat wat u said will never be happen, u're just joking. Bt the next day, u told my fren tat u're coming although tat day u off from work late. i was wondering.. then before u leave, u stop the car a while n keep looking in, my fren told me tat u're looking at me. is it?? is it really like wat hr said? after hr told me tat, i feel weird, cant find a word describe my feeling on tat time. He said u keep asking my stuff. And then. the next day, u gt my phone number from my fren. Well, at the beginning, i just treat u as normal fren. bt the way u talk to me n ur attitude, makes me feel good. before i leave KL, we go out together. i really wish to know wat u thinking actually, bt the way u act tat day, u makes me feel confused. when on the way go home, it's raining cats n dogs, at the moment u hold me, i feel tat ur hands are so warm. bt the evil side of my mind told me tat, i'm nt suit to u. u're perfect, looks nice, rich. this is nt wat i'm lookin for, smmore, i just a normal gal, nt pretty n nt perfect. Well, evil won angel. not dare to think so much anymore, although u done smthg tat touching me. sorry for tat. After tat day, before Christmas, i've sent u present, i think, it'll be memorable for me. sorry for wat i've done to u. thx for everythg u did to me, n now, u've found ur happiness. all the best to u.. ^^ now a days.. wow, such a boring life.. i miss school life... miss all my friends.. haiz, dont know when only we gt chance to meet. T^T
so long nia my blog, dont know wat i wrote also.. heehee.. bt, it's very details.. XD i did mention almost every part even little thg. hahax..
tat's all for now. ^^